I've said it a million times: I want hardwood floors in my bedroom but always get tile.
I have to clean the floors before I move all my things inside
and Kathy karelessly kollects all of my cash and
I am here, and I am scared, for the first time in my life.
And I am scared to die alone and I am sleeping by the window sill
And you are in the back room, and you're talking with some friends about me
I can't fall asleep, by hearing you speak.
I'm selling all of my trading cards to strangers on the internet because
all of my friends have quit and grown up.
And my walls are painted white about a million times but
Nothing that I have is worth hanging up and I feel so strange and lonely
But who will see them anyway?
It's only me here everyday
I wanted to be your best friend again
I took you for granted and I'm sorry it had to end
I packed up my green car and I went back east in the snow
I'm sorry I left so fast I should've let you know I was sad inside
It wasn't right and one day we will be in the same city just like it was.
released September 1, 2015
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